My t said that my risky behaviour partly couldn't be counted for hypomania because I was drunk at the time I did (some of the) risky things. I think she thinks way too shortly. I think hypomania many times caused my drinking or my not being able to stop. I also tried to take the edge off, to be less irritable, to be less agitated and more than anything to have a ****ing good time because I felt invincible.