I have had issues with my mental health for as long as I can remember. I used to get myself into states where I'd completely zone out and draw help me on the walls, I even ran out of my house and sat in the park for hours, but it felt like minutes. My parents were so worried as I was only 11. I used to hallucinate, I would hear voices telling me I was fat but I thought it was other kids saying it behind my back. I only realised it wasn't many years later. I then had a big psychotic break at age 14 where I refused to leave my house for two years, missed school and lost friends. I was extremely depressed and delusional. I didn't get diagnosed with schizoaffective disorder until my late teens, where I was very manic for the first time ever. Very depressed too. I have been switched between bipolar and schizoaffective disorder a few times.