I'm never happy where I am. I love my job and can't wait to go to work in the morning, but an hour after I'm there I can't wait to go home. Then once I get home I realize just how bored I am there and then can't wait to go to bed so I can get up and go to work and the whole cycle keeps going.

I don't have any hobbies. I read, but not a lot because I always feel I need to be doing something else productive like cleaning or straightening up. I'm my happiest when I'm sorting, or cleaning the bathroom, or vacuuming, or paying bills. I need things to be in order. I don't watch or do things I want to do because more than likely my husband will make a snide remark about "Why are you watching THAT ridiculous show?" or "Fine go out and do something without me and see if I care" when all he wants to do is sit on his computer and play video games anyways but apparently doesn't want me to go out and do anything. So I usually sit on the couch and watch a show I don't really want to watch so he won't make fun of me. And god forbid I watch an episode of something he likes without him because then he'll come out in a huff and go "WHY are you watching that without me?" Well because I can't sit and wait an hour for you to get to a stopping point in your damn video game! I literally have to wait on him before watching a show that he might like. I could be twiddling my thumbs with nothing better to do and still have to wait an hour to watch the show. I get bored and just go to bed.