I want so badly to volunteer at this animal sanctuary. I was scheduled to go to an orientation one Saturday in August. My husband hadn't been to work all week and promised me he'd go in that day. He didn't. I was so upset I just stayed in bed half the day and didn't go. I've thought several times about going to another orientation as they have one every month but my fear is that I'm just going to be so upset about him not going to work, which happens all the time, that I'm not going to want to be a volunteer. He's going to upset me so much that all I'll want to do is go to bed and cry and not be around other people and all I will do is stress about whether or not he's still going to have a job.