Today my T had a small schedule mix up with me and another client. In her calendar she had me at 11 and this girl at like 12, but in her head she had had it the other way around, and she had texted that girl about seeing her at 11. So we both showed up at 11. She saw me, since I was the one at 11 and she had gotten it mixed up in her head, but seeing the other client made me think of a lot of questions. I want to know her name, how long she's been seeing my T, what she's there for, if my T loves her too, what their relationship is like, and whom T likes more. I know my T can't tell me any of these things, and I didn't ask, but now I'm very curious. I've always been curious and a bit jealous about T's other clients, but seeing one in person and knowing that she was another one of my T's clients makes those feelings even stronger. I also know now that my T texts her other clients too. I already thought she probably did, but a tiny part of me hoped that maybe I was special and the only one she texted. Now I know for sure that's not true. I also wonder if she hugs that other girl. She won't hug me. I doubt she would hug other clients if she doesn't hug me, but what if she does? What if the reason she won't hug me is because I smell or something? And what if she does love that girl too? Does she love her more than me? Has she been seeing her longer than me and have an even better relationship with her? I guess I'll never know the answers to these questions. I'm just trying to process everything. And I guess my question for you guys is how do you deal with curiosity and jealousy about other clients?