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Originally Posted by TishaBuv
I'm scared that the problem is me. I flip flop on a dime. I am caught in this vicious cycle. I am hoping it will all just play out and end in some way eventually. I accept my fate? I am not optimistic about my future? I have Stockholm Syndrome?
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I also find my H physically attractive, we sometimes have great conversations when we are getting along (but othertimes he makes me feel totally shut down) Sometimes I wonder why I didn't realize what was going on years ago when making a "break" would have been simpler (like when I had some very good jobs/a future).

So I have felt the things you mention above.