I have never seen any of my ts other clients as they are always by the time I get there. I know some of people he same people my t knows and this makes me jealous because our relationship is different. I have colleagues that see my first t as a supervisor sir and that is weird too. I have had to set up boundaries around that because I get so jealous about their relationship that I didn't want to know anything that they talked about or when they met with her. I can really understand your curiosity about her as I am sure your t would. I am sure if you asked her about it she would be willing to explore the reason you want to know all of this and would it really be helpful to know any of the answers, my guess is it wouldn't because what if our t did say they loved the other client too or they did like them more. I think there is an element of self sabotage and punishment here.