((((HUGS E.S.)))
Definitely know the feeling
But I hope you're not actually dead! Because that would make us very sad and I really dislike that other worldly entities seem to be able to get my attention. ..No I am not psychotic! I believe in ghosts and that energy of the past can linger and manifest it's self. And I've experienced it all my life. Some people think this is a cool ability...I do not enjoy it tho -J