Thank you eyesclosed..it may be sooner than later next year that we break up...but we ARE trying.

Um...when I'm drinking and he is using...we pretty much get along...but I am too sick when I drink...I don't do anything for days..as far as eat, shower...live....and that is probably why we get along because when he uses..he sleeps most of the day...and I'm not *****ing when I am drunk that I don't have anyone to do anything with...

I took his Mom today and it was meant to be...because she needed me for a questionarre..and I got away from the house. It was a good day.
Hope you are ok and enjoying the day/night as well.