I get that holidays are hard for people. I do. I don't get though why so many people chose to take it out on me today on the phone at work. My last call was over 35 minutes where I was belittled, berated, yelled at, blamed, etc. My supervisor was standing behind me for moral support. She was too chicken to take the call from me, though. Anyway that was the icing on the day of so many others taking their unhappiness out on me by the time I got to my car after my shift, I just sat there shaking. I could not drive. I was about an inch away from calling t just wanting to hear her voice. But she probably would have answered, and I didn't want to bother her, every time in the past I have called (which hasn't been that often if it wasn't a scheduled phone session) just wanting to hear her voice on her voicemail, she answers so I didn't want to bug her today either. Anyway I am home now, and have just poured the first glass of wine, and am chillin' out.

The overtime is looking brutal for January so far. I'm scheduled for 36 hours of overtime in the first 2 weeks of the month. Calgon (and wine) take me away!