I haven't worked in 3 years. I would like to look for a low key part time job. My long term goal is to eventually make good money in a career. I have no idea how I will be in terms of showing up though. That's my biggest issue. I'm very functional in most other ways though. Ive been on disability for a while. I do wonder if it's holding me back. My Psych nurse thinks I should start looking for a job. I would like to, I just don't have much confidence in myself to show up. I'm kind of an emotional person. I can have distorted thoughts. I AM doing better, with showing up to things I say I'm going to do these days. But I could do so much better. I wonder if I could at least apply to some places. My other option, I think, is to make a daily schedule and stick to it like it's my job, and volunteer someplace regularly. And then reassess in like 3 months.