oh man, i just had a horrible feeling that my therapist is going to think im psychotic
maybe i am, i wish medications would fix it though... they just dont seem to help...

the DES is just a scale to show more about your experience... its not a diagnostic tool so its not gonna tell you straight up whats up, only a trained pro can help with that...
score of 51 just shows that you experience dissociation pretty much above normal situations, atleast its my understanding...

i scored a 97 last time i took it... so doesnt mean i have DID, but just experience dissociation pretty regularly, i guess..
i think i botched that score though...