I feel like I kind of just need to rant...

A little bit of backstory: I recently got out of the hospital after being admitted for a few days because I was really sick. On top of that, I've been feeling really cynical and depressed lately. More so than usual. So of course, people had to go and start picking on me.

Yesterday I was supposed to go to some stupid play with my mother in law and sister in law. My sister in law was super understanding when I told her I couldn't go because I wanted to spend time with my family who are in town because I never get to see them anymore. But when I told my mother in law, she wanted to invite my husband, who didn't want to go either, then proceeded to freak out that she "didn't get to spend enough time with her son over the holidays". Really? Why don't you grow the **** up. If you wanted to spend time with him, you should have invited him to begin with. And don't you even dare blame me- his decision was not at all based on what I wanted. Anyway, I got really upset, obviously, and sent her a text because I'm tired of her crap saying this: "Please take this text at face value, I don't mean any harm by it. We need to work on effective communication. I'm tired of dealing with unnecessary drama. If you wanted (my husband) to go, you should have invited him to begin with, not as a last resort. If you're upset with me for not wanting to go, I'm sincerely sorry, but I don't get to see my family often anymore, and I get to see you all the time so in my mind it isn't a big deal to miss it. (my husband) is your son, but he's also my husband, my dad's son in law, and my brother's brother in law, and he doesn't get to see them often either. We will spend plenty of time with you over the next few days. so don't worry about not getting to see him for the holidays. It isn't like we're dropping off the face of the earth, you'll see us later today. If you want anything else, please just tell me. I can't read your mind. I don't know when something is important to you and when it isn't if you don't tell me. Have fun at the play, we'll see you this afternoon."

Later on we went over to her house with my family and she proceeded to completely ignore me the entire time, which is typical passive aggressiveness that she does to other people when she's upset. I started to feel sick, so I gave up and went home to try and relax. Once I got home, I happened to go on facebook and saw one of my "friends" had posted mean snide comments on a couple of my posts for no reason. I proceeded to delete and block him, but by that point I was so mad it was nearly uncontrollable.

Am I the only one dealing with this level of crap? I mean, I don't see anyone else I know getting attacked on a regular basis for no good reason, so why the hell is it happening to me, the one person who really can't deal with it? I mean for god's sakes, I just got out of the hospital. You'd think these people would be able to show a little respect and give a damn about my wellbeing, but nope. I'm just so tired of it, it seems like no one besides my husband gives a damn abut me at all. I'm sure if I dropped off the face of the earth he'd be the only one to notice. I just don't know what to do anymore or how to deal with people...