Ok I slept for four hours. T in two hours now.

I'm sitting here with one of my birds and the teddy on my lap. They are both green, lol.

I'm obsessing over remembering every single thing T says in session today. I hate forgetting things he says.

I'm obsessing over the fact that I'm pretty sure I just had a dream that I had sex with him. Yeah, that's right. It's one of those vague dreams in which I cannot remember the details surrounding it, but I'm pretty damn sure that was the main event. But I'm not 100 percent sure though. I mean, I am 100 percent sure that he was in the dream and that there was definitely sexual content, but I'm an not exactly sure at this point what happened. Hoping (sort of) it comes back to me.

Apparently the real research for my erotic transference paper goes on while I sleep, lol.