this time of year just reminds me how lonely i am
why does everyone else meet someone special and i cant meet anyone?
i feel not loved... me just need some one to love

never had someone to love before... that love me back...

i fell in love once.... it hurt... now im scared to love again, maybe that why i dont find someone to love me...

i hate new years... now i have to get used to it being 2017... still never got used to it being 2016... why another year pass and im more broken than ever?
makes me so sad... life hurts...

i want this new year to be special... want to make my life change, lots of good changes please...