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Originally Posted by DaX15
I cant take this anymore. She hates me. Why? I have the knife to my wrist i think im going to have to break the promise i made to him. Ive never felt so alone and its Christmas but i feel miserable. Im a terrible person i shouldnt even have been born. If God wanted me to even be alive why was i abandoned by them? Why did i have to end up here with her who doesnt even care about my very existence? She turned everyone i love against me lying to them. Im sick of being strong when im not, really  |
Hi,
I feel the pain and loneliness you're going through. I hope you don't start cutting again.
You'll soon be an adult and can make your own life.
I know how you feel about your adoptive mother, however feelings can be deceptive. Your problems probably started before you were adopted. You may not be aware of it but your dislike to your adoptive mother is really directed at you neglectful biological mother.
Try to be tactful and make peace with your adoptive mother. I'm sure things will turn better for you. Your situation was caused by your biological parents.