So my mom and I picked up some light fare for dinner tonight thinking it was just ne, her, and my stepdad. Well my stepdad's two sons and one of their friends are now coming over and I don't think we have enough food. This is a huge trigger for me as growing up my mom never planned to make enough food and i, as the youngest,.always ended up getting my food stolen and going hungry.

I'm extremely triggered now and panicking and there's not much I can do to calm myself. I have been having a lot of trouble with binge eating lately too, so that's on top.of this huge trigger.

I'm really pissed at my mom too for just shrugging about my concerns that we don't have enough food. Because I'll be the one expected to go without. Now our easy dinner won't be so easy because I'll have to figure out how to make extra food so I can actually have dinner. And I had other plans to work on a project tonight. Just really triggered, panicking and upset right now and I don't think that I should have to hide it.