When we go into relationships, we have the hopes that it will last forever, and we look for the potential and the red flags about this person going the distance with us. But, forever is very far away and all we have control of is today. So look at the relationship as in the here and now with just hopes of the long haul.

You are so focused on the end result, you are putting too much pressure on everything.

Also, because you raised your voice in anger, these women sensed a red flag in you as a potential abuser and maybe that's why they ended it. If your anger is due to you worrying they will not be with you forever, you are self sabotaging.