So Leigheas, thanks for checking in on all of us. Tough night tonight. Remembering better times and wondering if they'll ever come again. So easy to get caught in that downward spiral! I specialize in catastrophic thinking so it's really comforting to come here and find that maybe just maybe the future isn't a complete mess. There may be moments of joy. There may be times of peace. sometimes I just need the possibility. That's what your kind words and willingness to reach out have given me. What a great holiday gift! Thanks