zijax you are hating yourself but look also at how well you have done!

14 months is a very long time sober--well done!

And then you got through a massive temptation to drink again. You got through it!

Again--well done!



When you are upset with yourself--still be fair and balanced. Look at the whole picture.

You can start another long run sobriety--one day at a time.

You can do it!