A quarter past midnight on Christmas Eve (so technically now Christmas morning) and my food cravings have chosen to take hold at an extremely inconvenient time. I had a friend and her sister over watching a movie for a few hours and just wanted to binge on really unhealthy food while they were here but I don't binge in front of people so as soon as they left I walked them out to their car and waited for them to drive down the street a bit before I got in my own car. There is currently no binge-worthy food in my apartment on purpose. I've decided at this point if I can binge on it I don't want it in my apartment right now but the thing is that some times I will go out and pick something up and bring it home. Anyway so it's Christmas Eve/Christmas morning (around 12:30 AM) and no place is open. Even places like my grocery store which is normally open 24/7 are closed for the holiday. McDonalds is closed the diner near me is closed WaWa is closed WALMART IS CLOSED I thought I could at least count on them. Don't get me wrong I'm glad all these places are closed and let their employees off for the holidays but with my stupid cravings I was in quite a predicament. Anyway after about 15 minutes of driving around on my wild goose chase, desperate for junk food for my stupid binge, I saw a Sheetz that was still open. I got three slider chicken sandwiches, an order of churro bites, a bag of pretzel bites, and a bag of chex mix. I've only eaten the sliders and churros and my stomach already hurts. I'm starting to feel the beginnings of heartburn. I hope I don't eat the other food that I bought. I don't want or need it. But since I bought it and it is here I just feel compelled to eat it no matter what. Like I can't stop thinking about it and it feels like unfinished business until I eat all of it and throw the garbage away. Ugh. I hate this. Why did it have to happen tonight?