KimmyDawn -- I agree that you are a spectacular person. It is wonderful that you are so clear about this being healing and necessary for you and a way of taking care of your needs.

The way this has helped you to dissolve the bogeyman that he was in your fears is a blessing for you. I can only imagine how very, very difficult it must have been for you, however, to confront that person who behaved so evilly to you and others. No wonder booze was once called "demon rum."

Peace and many blessings for you, KimmyDawn.