Thanks everyone!
I agree that this seems to be some sort of dissociation/splitting thing. I think it is slowly getting better because at the beginning of therapy I was so disconnected from everything that I couldn't feel anything but now in the past couple of months I have been getting emotional/teary nearly every session. To be honest, I'm still trying to figure out what "trauma" means because I have never experienced what most people would consider a "traumatic event" but obviously something must have happened for to end up like this.