Appreciate it. I survived the in-law experience yesterday, already. They do a Christmas Eve thing. I actually prefer them over my own family and while it was very anxiety ridden, it wasn't anything like the tension and silent hostility that my family has mastered. Also a lot less drama with them. Not looking forward to today, but going through with it for my mom. I don't like to break her heart so I'll be there for her. Can't sleep right now just thinking about it. Three in the morning and I'm exhausted, anxious, on edge, dreading and grieving (lost a close friend in August) currently. I won't make any predictions for the day, but damn I'm stressed. Only time will tell.

Thanks for the support, by the way. Even though it can be hard for me to come over to this side of PC, sometimes, I'm finding that the support I get here (a lot from you) is more fitting. You guys here just get it without me having to go into painful detail. Thank you.