I'm so sorry.

I know what you mean by everywhere you see memories attached, though mine have been really negative. The positive leaves a bittersweet taste in my mouth.
It'll be over soon. It always ends. Then we get to rest a year and repeat the process, but it always ends. Look forward to the stroke of midnight. Don't know how much longer I'll be awake, should've went to bed hours ago as I have to "be awake" and on the go in three or four hours. However, I can't sleep too well right now. You're welcome to PM me or just converse here on the thread.