I get really stressed out around the holidays, and especially have problems skeeping when I know I have big things to do the next day, which has been the case lately. On the night before Christmas eve, I was only able to sleep 3 hours and felt so exhausted and ill all day. Last night I took some lorazepam to help me sleep and yet only slept 5 hours and woke up wide awake. So in the past two days, I've only gotten 8 hours of sleep and I know this sounds stupid but I'm actually worried I won't survive Christmas today. My body feels so drained and fatigued and sore and I just don't know what to do.