Last night was nice, quiet, but I drank too much. I didn't sleep good at all and felt a little sick earlier, but now I'm feeling a little better.

As much as I love food, Christmas movies, decorations....for some reason certain members of the family get super edgy on Christmas Day. I'm sure it's their reaction to stress, and my reaction to stress is probably coming off a certain way too (unintentionally), but I have some feeling my mom purposely wants me to upset her so that she can start a big dramatic fight. She is super controlling with everyone in the family, no matter what their age is. I'm just trying to avoid her to a point, but I can tell she's targeting me. Hopefully everything will be okay.

Anyway, I hope everyone has a Merry Christmas, Happy Holidays!!