oh! - What this had to do with Addiction?

Its killed a lot of brain cells #1..and #2..its killed ALL of my relationships..and not just my alcohol.

Me - Alcoholic
My oldest - Herion problem
My 2 sisters - Alcoholic
My B/F - Crack/Cocaine problem
Nehphew (his) = jail

And STILL crazy thoughts can make me think I can have a beer or I DESERVE one...waa..waa..its Christmas...I did that once today already when the 3 Coronas stared me in the face from last night...and I am the one that told everyone alcohol wouldn't bother ME...well, it didn't last night.

AND..the Corona is not bothering me anymore...BUT, it did for 5 minutes...and THAT IS ALL IT FRIGIN TAKES.