We are fearful....always building walls against us so that we go no where. Let's do this!- no...what if???

We have always been our own worse enemy. We had most fun stepping out of ourselves.....but lately we have isolated and boxed ourselves in....especially because of the "us" thing.......we always worry what everyone thinks about us since our parents and the world hated us forever....

Even though every molecule in our body revolts...we are going to at least try and blow off the imagined fear. This is so hard.

Like finally go to AA meetings again. Meeting new people and not being ashamed of ourselves. My heart is thumping very hard right now with the thought of.

This is our NY resolute.

The fear is great.