After being triggered by the portrayal of a toxic relationship in a movie, my husband knew something was up by my change in affect and when I told him that I made an account on here he wanted me to get rid of it. In the end we compromised and he said I could stay but the deal was no chatting or my account goes. When you have nowhere else to go is it so bad to look online for support? I know its complicated because my choice of support triggers him in past traumas he was exposed to because of me through the internet. I just wish I had more opportunities to even make friends in the real world.