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Originally Posted by RenouncedTroglodyte
Hey guys 
I'm so lost. I don't know what I feel anymore. A lot of the time I just sit with myself trying to figure out my emotions, and I never did. I guess you can call it numbness, but I call it dullness since I'm pretty dull at everything.
I used to be able to think, I used to be able to talk, I used to be able to move....now I have lost all of that, not to mention my complete lack of interest in the things that I used to like.
All the time I feel like I'm not depressed, despite all the classic symptoms being absolutely there and crystal clear. But I also don't feel happy. And I just can't put my finger on anything. I'm so very confused.
Any of you guys feel the same way? Please, do share, because this is not only a thread about me or solely about helping me, it's for all of us who might be going through the same thing, and it surely is for anyone in need of help regarding this matter (or any matter, if you like  ) |
I went through a phase where I was very numb, then I went through a phase where I was very emotional. Now it's more of a mix between the two. I am actually finding things to be exciting again, but it's mainly thanks to me telling myself that I am myself's best friend and no matter what happens, I'll never betray myself. I'll always have myself and my thoughts with me.
There are only two things that make me feel not numb which are videogames and guitar, and this is after almost two years of not picking up a guitar or a controller due to numbness. Do you have something that is remotely interesting? can you find at least try to spend some time with it, it may be difficult at first?