Thank you all for the support. I'm still struggling with this. That session a week ago felt SO heartless to me.... and she still won't agree that she's doing anything wrong. She thinks I should be accepting that she needs to be available for her child during my sessions. (her child, who is almost 18). No, she's very rarely late. Sometimes she is on Thursdays, because of a staff meeting before my appointment, but we're moving my session to before the meeting to avoid that. She is otherwise very much on time usually. Gets me in on time, and gets me out on time...usually without even an extra minute. I do have a second T, whom I really like...but I'm trying to work through my attachment to T1, to leave her, and just stay with T2, who is excellent for me in most ways. I was lucky to find this one. So I have a good T if I leave T1, but I just haven't been able to prepare myself for termination with her. I'm working on that part... T1 knows that I went to see T2 partially to work through my issues with the first one! It has been a long road.... thank you for the support I have always been able to find on here!