I feel exactly the same way. I can be perfectly happy and then all of the sudden I get, really, really angry, and I don't even know why sometimes, then change back, or be sad for no reason. Some days I wake up happy, other days depressed. I do okay for a while and then my medicine has to be titrated, like this week, and then I have periods of doing okay. I was diagnosed in January, so hopefully I will get on the right combination of meds/doses.
Before I was diagnosed, I thought I was just a freak. I had seen so many therapists and psychiatrists and they all said it was depression and anxiety, even though I had described these symptoms to them. I didn't realize there others like me out there, and I wasn't a "freak."
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