I'm not really sure what forum this fits into... but I really hate this... It has to be one of my biggest problems. Sometimes it bothers me more than my psychosis. The fact that I need someone all the time. I can't be alone, right now I'm sitting in a room by myself and I have to find some way to communicate. I can't stop myself from picking up the phone. I so badly wish I could be independent. I always end up pushing people away because I'm so needy and clingy. It's supposedly a result of my bad childhood.
Does anyone else feel like this?
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