thanks

grr... i try so hard to do the things that my therapist says to try but they dont help very much while im in the process of breaking down

yesterday was just so wack... i thought i was doing ok but i guess it was all just an act and towards the end of the day i just couldnt do it anymore...

atleast i was able to be a good boy while around people and made it to late enough where i could hide in my bed and pretend to sleep