I was just thinking of spending Christmas with my t. I wonder what it's like. Does she drink too much eggnog and get nasty. I wonder if she opened my presents and if she liked them. I half expected a text to say thank you and how thoughtful but I should know better. My t keeps asking me if I had fantasies about her. I always say no but truth is I spend all of my time thinking and fantasising about her. She asked me if I fantasised about my ex t. I said I was too embarrassed to tell her, I wondered if she was jealous and would like me to fantasise about her.