Sorry to let y'all down but I decided against the ketamine infusions for now until there is more research down about it. I don't just suffer from depression. I too have schizophrenia. My Psychiatrist said that it is kind of a toss up right now other treatments have shown more effective like ECT (which I have done). Also reading reviews from actually treatment resistant depressives that have gone through with it is seems that the majority of the post I read are negative. I guess I will have to continue to suffer.