I am home for the holidays... I lasted a day and a half before I got out my kit and cut. I have some work to do on a deadline, and here I am at the library suddenly hit by everything. I thought I was doing ok, adjusting back to life at home with the fam. I got my *** out of bed and went to the library. I even ate. I just want to go home and cut and forget about everything.

Anyway, I'm not sure if this is even a problem or deserves a "new thread," but there you go. I face the future with dread and exhaustion.