I raised my little sister as her mom was always passed out. We're 9 years apart and have different moms but the same dad. My dad had an affair on my mom with my sisters mom. And our dad is a problem. I have PTSD from my childhood and my sister has no memory as she was too young and then lived with her grandparents for awhile. She never was around to see the horrible things my father has done to my brother and I. The beatings. Him being drunk and stoned out of his mind. He once handed me a loaded gun and told me to end myself. I was 15.

Well my sister is 20 now and living at home with my dad and brother. And my dad and I don't have a good relationship because I'm MI and In his eyes, im just lazy and weak. And I admit, he's 62 now and has calmed down immensely. Barely drinks anything compaired to when I was a kid. Well everytime I talk to my sister about my MI she says "nothing's wrong with you just get a job". Maybe she forgot that I lost every job because of my MI. It's sad to say, but she is ignorant just like my dad. Well this past summer my dad had to financially bail me out from losing my house. I'm in the process of getting SSI and haven't been able to work in a year. Well he said to pay him back, I could give my little sister my new, barely driven car, In exchange for her 20 year old car. Well I have no money so I felt it was the only way I could pay him back. You think she ever said thank you for the new car? No. Well the other day I was stranded in her old car at a gas station in 7 degree weather because my battery died. I texted my sister to see if she could come help. No reply. So a stranger luckily jumped me so i went to my dads to get cables incase it happened again. And there was my little sister... laying in bed... on her phone. Meaning she got my text that i was in trouble, and ignored it. My bf says all the time how ungrateful she is and he's right. I can't believe I changed this girls diapers and almost failed school because I had to take care of her while her mom and my dad were out partying. And this is how she treats me after I gave up my new car to her. There's many many instances I can think of but I'll save you all the story book.

So i really can't see me and her ever understanding eachother. Or her ever admit that I'm MI. She thinks she's too good for everyone. She is turning into my father. I really don't like who she's grown up to be. I give up. I feel bad to say it. But I don't think I like her.