Thank you all so much for your thoughts and prayers. i am feeling a bit better at this point. and as far as what happened in chat the other day, i decided that this kid too has problems. the biggest that he must be a lost soul. so instead of continueing to be angry or feeling sorry for myself, i started to pray for him. he too needs help, above all he needs God's help.

thank you again for all you do
recluse1