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Originally Posted by RxQueen875
Thank you for understanding. Almost every T I've been to has said the same thing. I don't answer texts and i ignore my dads calls. I had to go there on xmas eve and ended up in the ER from a panic attack after being around them. It was a total crap show of a dinner.
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Lol, you and I made the same mistakes this Christmas. I went to spend mine with my mom. And Christmas Day I ended up having a major panic attack (should have gone to the ER). Oh, and I chose to leave because I didn't want them to make my panic attack worse. And apparently my behavior ruined Christmas (not their behavior that caused it--another story) and my mom and stepdad are pissed at me now.
I frankly don't care.
It's okay to keep the connection if it makes you feel better. Just don't expect anything out of it, and keep it very distant and light. (I have to remind myself of that too.)
And I understand the financial difficulty. I also owe my father some money, but I have plans as to how I'm going to pay that back and be done with him forever.
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