Thank you
Being kind to myself is something I still need to learn how to do. I also don't enjoy my own company most of the time for some reason. I mostly think of all the things I have done wrong, or what else I will mess up in the future.
I don't know how not to do this. I've been told multiple times that I need to learn to enjoy my time alone. The only way I know how to do this is to entertain myself with games, crafts and reading.