There are cults out there that offer "courses" for so called self improvement or enlightenment. Be very very careful. They prey on people and recruiting is conducted with very emotional pitches. This woman is trying to make you feel bad and to possibly get you to take these "courses". Whether it is Scientology or EST based cults (by names like life spring etc) it is a trap. Run. She doesn't care about you or anyone. She is misguided at best