Hello,

I've always had social anxiety since childhood, relatives enjoyed embarassing me in front of people and were very critical because I didn't have tons of friends growing up.
I self diagnose social anxiety but I don't know if I am anymore because I don't have much in common with those with social anxiety. Many with social anxiety want to be accepted by others and try to socialise to break out of their shell. I'm not like this.
I really don't like socialising and feel very fed up with humanity. I much prefer company of animals than people/ I don't bother with holidays, birthdays or christmas because it reminds me of people getting together.
What am I really?