I wrote T an email asking her if i was ok if we talked via phone or email inbetween sessions. I told her i feel like i need her more than once a week and i said when she doesn't answer my emails or doesn't call when she says she will i feel hurt.

About three days later, i hadn't heard back. I was so upset because not only did she not answer me, but she didn't answer the email that said i feel hurt when she doesnt answer me!! i couldnt understand how she could tell me she cares for me and then purposely ignore me. I wrote her another email explaining that.

Well, she wrote back the next day. she seemed angry in her writing, it just didn't sound like her. she said that she had been extremely busy and she needs to live her life, and i need to live mine. she said i had to stop acting like a victim and that its not always everyone elses fault. she said, "you sit around saying poor me. You need a kick in the butt." i couldnt believe what i was reading.

we emailed back and forth the rest of the day and the rest of her emails sounded like her usual self. i asked her if she even wanted me to come in next session because i didn;t want to %#@&#! her off anymore. she said of course she still wants to see me and that even though both of us may be upset it doesnt mean she doesnt like me or doesnt want to work with me. she said she is there for me unconditionally. i just dont know what to do...i'm still hurt by the fact that she STILL never answered that original email, and now i'm hurt at what she said.