Am calling myself names and putting myself down a lot because am fat
i said in our wedding pic i look like java the hut the dress is shaped like that as well
hate myself hate my body am always going to be fat
feel like i shouldnt eat but my husband is making me soup and rice cakes but i know its going to make me fat
THIS TIME OF YEAR EVERYONE GOES ON ABOUT DIETS AND I NEED TO DIET OR AM GOING TO BE FAT FOREVER - well it feels that way
my dr wants me to cut out snacks and she weights me everytime we go in
its triggers me so much ...it upsets me am not thin enough want to be the smalliest number on the scales ...