Yes. Yes there are people that cause me issues and I need to cut ties with them.
I don't know how. I don't know how to value myself enough and decide that I am worth better.
Actually I just recently came to the decision that I don't like myself very much at all. I question strongly, whether my brokenness can be fixed. It's hard to see it from where I'm looking right now.
I normally consider myself a positive person, but this last blow was about all I want to take.
So. What do you do, when you figure out there are people who need to just go away? How do you do that?
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"What is denied, cannot be healed." - Brennan Manning
"Hope knows that if great trials are avoided, great deeds remain undone and the possibility of growth into greatness of soul is aborted." - Brennan Manning
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