I have delt with depression for years. I've tried all sorts of medication and the would work for a bout six months or so. Then I would become agitated. I figured it was better to be depressed then a royal witch, ecspecially to my husband and kids. I haven't took anything for my depression in about 3 - 4 years. I've had my ups and downs and I've got through them pretty much ok. About 2 years ago we moved to be near my parents and sisters. To make a long story short, ever sinced we moved life has been one major event after another. Now all I can do is cry, I have no motivation, and I feel utterly helpless. I just don't know how to pick myself up and get it together. I'm living life in such desperation. I just can't take anything else happening. How can I face tomorrow, when i can barely make it through today?