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Originally Posted by Parva
New Year's Eve is worse for me. All this media-driven crap about a new year and new starts, when for me, it's another year of struggling to survive. NYE always makes me feel defective and broken, like the rest of the world is celebrating and I'm a forgotten piece of afterthought. NYE always makes me wonder when things will get better..."Maybe this will be the year."
I'm with you, Trace, NYE may be an early night with a comfort movie and a little help from Doc Ambian...
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Just remember "Broken Crayons Still Color-author unknown" as simple as this is, it made so much sense to me. I do relate to everyone celebrating and feeling invisible but that was mostly my choice, just easier to not deal with it. Maybe this will be the year for us, who knows. CPTSD was a surprise when I got diagnosed maybe it will surprise me and go away
