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Originally Posted by ThisWayOut
I'm exhausted. I'm running out of energy to keep dealing with everything. Therapy was awkward towards the end of session; she had to take a call and I ended up leaving without really wrapping up. Then I wasn't able to make group at the end of the week for reasons unrelated to therapy stuff...
Struggling today with feeling all sorts of triggered and little. There's no time to find balance before having to be social all weekend, and I'm so tired of being social. I just want to hide (and maybe cope poorly).
What do you do when you're all out of ***** to give?
I'm so tired.
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Are you feeling any better since the holiday is over? Does NYE bring up the same issues? At least there's no gift giving involved. I guess I understand why some want to close this year and celebrate a new one coming in, if you can make that distinction. I mean really is the air any cleaner, the skies more blue, birds singing more, everything is lollipops and daisies on New Years Day? No, it's just another day dedicated to the superstitious in having pork, black eyed peas and turnip greens, or something like that. Dang went off on a tangent here
But for me, if I were to celebrate it would be starting another year of trying to find the answer on how to get my life back, or something close. Not all the hoop la, just a quest to find the right T, the right treatment and maybe the right medication.